Stop Dreaming!

One week passed.
My hair grown long again....haha...alright, the stylist din cut alot for the length anyway. During toilet break always find myself looked like silly gal but so far the it's better than previous. Imagine i'm a japanese wannabe.... I wish i can trim shorter or made the "wave" more obvious...So far, no one commented bad or should i say, no one bother about my life anyway. Din tell my friends cos hard to say and by the time we met might back to square one again? Two of my ex and current cols remarked the hair style worth the money....Okay, for the sake for tt i decided to forgo my comb for time being & concentrate on my twinkle twikle little star exercise on my hair.

Yeah, by the way....My contract was extended to a year. Should I celebrate? To any co-worker extending is consider a good news but i was giving my reporting officer the "huh" expression. Oh pls forgive me, but i cant be happier right? They send out email saying for a contract staff to convert, you need at least 6 mths wk experiences, have matured personality, showing ur teamwork in wk,etc etc. The next min they are extending me to a year, instead of another 6mths which they promised. Is this is consider a knock of my head for stop dreaming to get a perm position within the nxt one yr?? Alright, i shld noe gettin a place there is same as getting a scholar entrance but i got no intention of converting anyway. I juz wan a increase in my pay!!!

Last weekends, met up wif ex-cols & one of them was my ex HR mgr. She commented tt my pay was too low for a diploma holder, with experience. Even a fresh ones get higher pay than mine.....why should i extending? I was speechless. Yes, i was lazy, aimless & scared of quitting without any money to survive through. And you ask the same Qs two years ago, the answer will still be the same. " what kind of job you looking for?" My most terrified question to be asked. My interests are broad but none was my passion....to me, not everyone is fortunate to get their dream job. No job is perfect, either u get good cols/environment wif sucking boss/co or otherwise.

Job Analysis:

Music industry-good exposure, low pay, long hrs. No reply from them

F&B industry-some interest but i'm scare of the long-term tough work

Admin industry-Routine, nine-six standard wk hrs oso meaning dull, boring ending up....quitting

Accounts-No accounts base, not my interest yet easier to get in since i have exp

Logistics-Better prospects, stressful, complex-never come to my mind to wk there

Govt-Poker cards cols, fixed hrs, great benefits, good prospects

Customer service- quite enjoying serving PH mean alot to me now. Aiming for a position in airline, no....not cabin crew just wk there will do....

Will oso start seeking job involve student affairs since tt the most familar and experience in...hopefully more interesting.

Not in mood to seek job. Slap me....
Give me strength!!