My Friday nite....

Yesterday my pa's bd.

Frankly speaking, whenever my ma or pa's bd coming...really need to crack my head to think where to go, what to eat. Restaurant or buffet hotel dinner seem too far for them cos they dunno how to go & i need to head directly from work. If eat nearby my house, the food dun really seem nice. No idea where all the good food are since i got no car and seldom explore those makansutra.

Anyway, last nite was the best (?) treat to them ba....keke....we went to the bowling side near my hse where there is this seafood stall. We order something like fish head with gravy, sweet & sour pork, roast meat tofu & yam with fried noodles. And i was still thinking shld i order oats prawn...and know what? The fish head is real big portion! Oh man, and the four of us juz couldn't finish the fish head & yam dishes. The total bill....only $46.80! Cheap, cheap cheap!

After dinner went to meet Chert, Jac, Daphane & Meiting near my hse, at hk cafe. Meiting is going back to HK for long-staying....This news kinda break to us quite suddenly and actually her plan had being confirmed. Mon she will be leaving so fri is her onli free time to farewell.

Dunno if i am cold-blooded or heartless...i dun feel scare or anything. In fact, i'm kinda 'avoiding' them for some time...why? whenever the 3 of us went out, i always feel lousy abt myself, feel like so shit as they dun really respect my job, everything. The feeling is not totally lousy cos sometimes i'm bullshit and making cold jokes. Maybe all these lead to the side-effect ba.

" Pls ley, go change ur hp..."
"my job is damn boring....i think it's really suit you & u shld cum to my co to work...cos wat u are doing is boring but at least my co pay is higher rite?"
"skype you mean you neber heard b4?? you are really outdated"
"can you tell me wat u wearing for work? i really cannot imagine wat u wearing...."
"wah....you wear so floral clothes to hk...y are you wearing like tt...."

Above remarks....harmless or not, remarks with any intention i dunno. But i juz dun feel good when all these constantly rises whenever we met.

I mean, c'mon even you see me down the street one day, wearing make-up or dress up, so what? We are almost/already mid-twenties, y make a big fuss? Juz b'cos you constantly change to a more exp fone, does it mean i have to change mine too? I'm not tired of my panasonic fone yet by the way....As for my job, yes. It's not the job i want to stay on in long-term n i wk like mad cow. But come to think of it, environment wise or there muz be something tt led me in staying there more than a yr rite? At least i know i'm growing, learning....& work like a perm staff. And my dressing, i wonder y they are so curious wat i wearing unless they wanna find out if i am still wearing sloppy clothings.

Okay okay, i'm sensitive, i'm petty & i'm still keeping contact with them. But juz let me swear over the blog! I'm aging i guess....getting choosy over frenz. Frenz...though some of them, at least those whom reading my blog now. I might not be in contact wif you & you might blame me for not replying ur sms but at least i'm sincerely hope you led a good life, have a nice bf & future....& i'm not interested in wat you are wearing to work or y din you change ur hp. Get wat i mean? neber mind...

Last nite i din chat much with Chert & Meiting, in fact joking, hanging ard wif the other two....shld i call this a farewell? Anyway, everyone led their own lifestyle liao...I should not expect too much from a friendship since i myself dun keep contact.

Now i juz wanna spent more time with my family, learn japanese next year, travel more countries, get an insurance, try to connect back to wat young pple is doing now. Ha.....