Wheel of Fortune

Long time din update my blog. Long time oso din contact my frenz....Alright, i'm not MIA. Juz camping in office these days. Really dun wish to update all the bad things happening lately oso right?

Working daily till 11pm & so stressful that i might overlook some data. Can say totally no life at this critical period cos after reaching home, having my late dinner/supper...that will be my sleeping time =(

Last thurs my stupid PC finally cannot tahan all the OTs & gone bersak. Wat should i expect from a 3GB diskspace PC, with only 62 RAM right??? Even the temps here and the new cols got much better PCs. Getting even more sick when i called up many times to helpdesk but it's always in voicemail! Finally get the person to deal with my problem, he called twice n neber sent pple down for the bloody whole day. Deadline was near tt time & in the end went to use the extra pc near my temp staff cubi.

Yest morning when i juz sat down, my lunch kakis came n lecture me for nothing. Saying tt i shld take initiative to keep calling helpdesk & not expecting others to settle things for me. I was so pissed off of myself y i din argue wif her. I was juz too tired & mind is no long functioning well....Hey! Did i ever ask for assistance from my dept? She din not help me to call helpdesk btw, so in wat position is she to lecture loudly in the morning?! Do i need to report her tt i actually called serveral times?

Yest the engineer came to examine my pc but none of my dept cols came over to my temp cubi & notify me. I went there, no one is there again. And none of my cols update me anything or mention someone attended my PC until i heard from mouth of my temps. Funny right? My dear lunch kakis...& my dept cols.

Actually there shouldnt be much OTs going on. We need to bill out the first invoice for the new project. Alot of things haven finalised & the data entitlement, recipents & usage captured were all wrong. In the end, our end need to check each & every data, calculate the rates & correct almost everything. See? This is what a IT company is doing....I cant see the reason y all these manual stuff is going on & repeating....my existing project is oso like tt. Wat's the purpose of employing IT pple when in the end, we had to do the things again. Manually.

Yeah, more things to piss off. My temper is getting worse these days. I'm not a beri good tempered person i admit. The two new cols in my dept kept coming to me, asked me "Why XXX come out this way? How come like tt?? Then how??"
Well, intially i'm most gladly to help them if i know the solution, but these Qs came to me everyday, occupied almost half a day juz to attend their prob. Really cant stand it anymore. I'm not expert in this new project, cant they find out solutions first or approach the one who got authority to decide wat to do? The best thing to make me angrier is when they onli staying for one day OT and ask me why i look so listless since they are okay with it.

Wheel of fortune. When the wheel of fortune turn to the brighter side?
I'm waiting.